LeCouleurDeFolie

So, it's the last day of the year, I hope in good news for the next coming.
I've got to publish something or this will be the useless page of DA.
See you (who?) next time.

My previous post has been written so long ago, I miss these days more than I can say.
My life has changed in so many ways that I can hardly recognize my world, my thoughts, myself.
I choose a path just because I didn't see an alternative, many people are with me, taking care of me, but I'm feeling so lonely, so often lonely, that I can not expalin them my behavior as I would. I can't do it neither to me.
I'm trying different docking, looking for the quietest one, but I'm sure that there's no one as I need.
Everything must pass, it's true.
But I can't stand it.

It's been a special week, really busy.
I've traveled, and I've met a lot of people, beautiful and interesting.
I like the weather, unusual for me, I like this cold sharp wind, that brings to me scents of earth and ice. Maybe I can go on with this journal, but something is changed, and I have to follow this leap of reality.

That's all, actually.

E' già qualche tempo che ho creato questa pagina, ma non mi ero mai decisa a scriverci nulla, forse perché ogni volta ho l'impressione che siano frasi vuote. Stasera, anzi stamani, parto, così, senza una meta nella scrittura, senza aver previsto di farlo. Questo per me è un periodo frenetico, pieno di impegni piacevoli o meno, ma nel pieno di questo vortice mi sento più al sicuro di quanto sia mai stata. Mi sento viva.